I come from a strict rajasthani brahmin community where love marriage is not supported at all. I was born in rajasthan, brought up in open culture of gujarat, fell in love while working in a new city and told parents about it on Jan 14, 2020 after a dating period of 1.5 years. I am 27 y/o now. My parents did not approve of the boy at all as he is from Jatt community. I have full support from his family.
Now the issue is after crying of days and nights in my family, after being emotionally drained we have just stopped talking about him. Instead parents want me to marry a guy of my caste asap. All this has led me being very indifferent, emotionless estranged from my very own parents. I have stopped opening up to them at all, i rarely speak to them, they say my behaviour is changed, they cry for me to spend time with them but with all that pain they have caused me with all this drama, im unable to talk to them or connect to them. I need help. My parents and I have been crying a lot