I'm in a live-in relationship with my Girlfriend in Bangalore for 2 Years. However, known each other since childhood and have lost virginity to each other when we were at school. We have been in "on and off" relation for almost last 5 years.
However, we were very active sexually. But for last one year, I'm bored of her. I avoid having sex and prefer to watch porn. (The porn thing has started recently). I've been fantasizing about threesome/swaps for a year now. Day by day these urge is growing. I imagine one of her friends with us while having sex.
She has no clue about this. I'm afraid to talk to her as she is not understanding type. I don't know what to do or how to distract with such fantasies.