I really love this friend more than anything else. I love her for past 6 years. She is not a great friend but just know each other. I know she will reject my proposal (Please don't say she won't I should not conclude.) I just know she will decline.So should I still confess (not propose) or keep it with me so that it doesn't spoil my image.
I don't have exact idea about how you're going through and what's your friends behavior, I'm not sure that I can help you but I can suggest you some ways. If you have Instagram, feel free to dm me there. My Instagram I'd is indian_alphaa
I think if you tell her what you feel. It will end there whether good or bad. And keeping it within yourself will create more doubts and keeps troubling you always. However you are in a mindset that she would decline. If you go tell her, if she declines it would be as you've expected and if she does approve that's great. But end of the day you would have more clarity of what's happening that assumptions that trouble you. Hope it helps
In my opinion, you should just confess without expecting any approval or decline from her.