She is my school day crush. I noticed her looking at me for a long time. I thought she was into me. Being in a strict school, we can't talk. Only eye contacts happened. This went on for two years. Later I had to leave the school for higher studies.
Then never saw her again. After four years of that old school, I finally got her phone number through my friends. I started chatting. I told her that I had crush on her. She was shocked and says she only used to see me as a good boy who studies well. She didn't even remember looking at me for the first time. And says maybe we can be friends. She says now we are mature and those things happened due to our age. I can't even accept it after thinking about her all the time I was in school, even now. I had been dreaming of having a future with her. But it's like it's all over now; What I have been thinking for 4 years now is just my own illusion? After getting her number, whenever I take my phone it's her who comes to my mind, it seriously affects me a lot. I seriously don't know what to do now.