I am reaching out to you all as I need help and advice from the outside point of view.
I am in a relationship with a girl for 5 years now. Our relationship Always had its ups and downs but we stayed strong together and loved each other. After 3 years into the relationship, she went to London to study. The long-distance relationship was very tough and we both had to put a lot of effort. We didn't see each other for a year but we used to talk everyday and shared everything. Suddenly it became so tough and she broke up with me but we both knew we still loved each other. After 3 months that is now, she messaged me that she really has strong feelings towards me and since she was visiting India she wanted to see me. I too have strong feelings for her and I was excited that she is coming and we can finally meet after a year.
But when I asked her about whether she dated or considered anyone in those 3 months. She replied honestly and told me she had hooked up 2 times. Hearing this caused me discomfort and I could not take it well. I could not stand the fact that despite having feelings for me she did that.
I could not bear it well so I told her that I want to break up. She is constantly calling me now and messaging me that she is sorry and regrets it. She said she does not like anyone and only has feelings for me. Now since she's coming to India she's forcing me to come to see her.
I don't know whether to accept her or move on. I know she did not technically cheat on me but she broke my trust. And if we are in a relationship again it will be a long distance one. And if there's no future as that trust is broken then it's no point dragging it.
Am I wrong on my part? Is this feeling common and how should I react? Or whether I am overreacting over the trust issue? Did she really break my trust? I have no idea as the going is getting tougher for me
Thank you for your time and patience!