5 months ago I met I girl in Berlin, she was doing a training period of one month and me I was working as a flight attendant; we started to date and being together for only two weeks, because she left Berlin to return in France, her country. We connected very well and we said to each other that we like each other so much and the separation was hard for us. We laughed, walked,kissed, visited all Berlin together. Then she left. We decided then to stay in touch and we did it for 4 months by texting and sending letters. I proposed to her to meet in France , but for the Covid-19 I was forced to go to visit her only 4 months after (in 29 of june, I'm actually here). It felt very strange... Like "it's not real, not possible", we were both not capable of realising that... Like we had to RECONNECT on that level (when we were in Berlin together). I was looking at her like I had to recognize her.its strange.