Hi, I am blessed with a baby boy. I am happy. But in pass pregnancy phase was very beautiful physically and emotionally too, but in that phase, there are few incidents which I am unable to forget and forgive person though behavior was rude.
I am in another country. I had few friends here to whom I considered my family and I did a lot of things for them stand by them in their difficult phase. I have this girl different respectful position in Universitet groups, taking into consideration as they are in need of money. My pregnancy was surprised to us. But we were so happy. But my friends behavior changed so much she never used to ask me how I am feeling how’s health etc. whereas in one incident she called me shouted me for not able to attend meeting and where I was, when I went to hospital for emergency she didn’t ask me single word about how I am feeling or how’s baby same day I mailed to resignation for position, which she didn’t like both couples came home and discuss this. I thought it wouldn’t be good on her reputation if I resigned so I didn’t. Those couples treated us as an unknown person. So u thought to be at distant but still, we didn’t wanna any negativity around our son so we invited them for a baby shower. Whenever I meet them I forget everything and behave so normal as nothing happened but I got cold vibes from them. Now my baby is 3 months they didn’t bother to visit us. The couple was for baby in this year. Now the girl to who she is in committee she is getting positioned were I wanted or I have discussed with her that I wanna work for this issue. And her husband started comparing with me for no reason. The problem is, I still miss them. I really loved them a lot
They knew my family is not supportive, my mom has not talked to me in my pregnancy No one really asked how I was feeling at that time.
My big sisters lost her husband who was very excited about my baby.
I had a c section and these so-called friends live within a 1km radius. They didn’t ask if we need help or anything.
I have so much anger which I'm not able to express.
I am alone here me and my husband care for our baby . We love him so much. Sometimes I feels no one loves my child. Is this because of me?
Guide me what I should do?