I've been working with an offline counsellor, but since my time with him is limited, can't discuss this topic in detail with him.
We were discussing how I might have emotionally shut myself in the childhood, and starting mistrusting people, it might be because I might be expecting more love and care than I got.
I'm 25 now, what do I understand from this? It's true that I feel very secluded from society and would really like to mingle, but it comes at a cost, as I am not a very energetic person, people usually take me to be uninterested. Now if I expect my demands of love to be met, I might fall desparate for it.
What to do?