Me and my girlfriend had a fight in August, 2019 and it got resolved and we got back together, it was an ugly fight and we were on the verge of breaking up. However, ever since we are back together things are not the same. She keeps on bringing it and then we have another argument over it and I am sick of it. I have asked her not to bring it up again and again as we have resolved it and get over it, she agrees but then out of the blue she brings it up all over again. It has now started affecting me mentally and I have beginning to see anxiety issues. I love her and have done everything I could, infact more than I could. But she seems to not trust me but then she also doesn't want to breakup with me. I do not get it.
At this point of time when I am writing this, I am very tensed and having anxiety issues.
I just want this all to end once for all. Because despite of me doing everything possible she does not seem to overcome that fight and hence I just want this relationship to end because it has become very toxic for both. But I do not know how to do that peacefully. I do not want it end in an ugly way because I still feel for her, and somewhere I know she does that too.