I feel sad and detached. I begin crying. I am caring and get concerned. I don't have anyone I think would understand me. I don't have anyone whom I think I can reach out when I am low. I am not able to concentrate on anything. I just need a friend whom I can talk to. Also I identify as gay (I wish I could just have a person whom I can rely on, it doesn't matter what's the other person's orientation). I wonder, how large the world is- populated and yet there is no one to rest on!