Thank you for addressing your issue on this platform. I am very sorry to hear about your loss and can understand how much losing your loved hurts, how lonely you must be feeling. This must be an extremely difficult time for you.
I can understand your need to grieve and mourn, but as you mentioned you have a child too, you need to focus on that too. Look after your child as your wife would have wanted you to. Keep the memory of your wife alive by bringing up your child with love, affection and care.
Take any help extended by family members, keep yourself surrounded by your family. Also let yourself grieve. I understand it is a very difficult situation, but you also need to have closure, for you to start healing from your wife's death.
Please do reach out to the experts on this platform in case you need help and want to reach out to us. We will be here to help you through your tough time.