Listen... quite a late reply and I'm not even sure whether you'll read it or not... that's alright.
I'm about to tell you something you may have not heard before.... don't blame the religion, not yet, what happened to you had nothing to do with his religion... this behaviour he put out was "coward" and he used his religion has a pathetic excuse for being a man... he is a horrible man with a horrible mindset... he did this to you... will repeat it with his wife and other women... this man is not even worth holding the gravity of his religions that has to offer let alone being a "human" first.
A nincompoop heartbreak justified over his Islamic religion is stupid, on the other hand, he let alone... is a disgrace in which his religion won't even accept.
Trust me... don't let this incident cluster your mind with wrong thoughts towards a religion aka Islamicphoic, but a man? okay, bash him in your head... hate him... not the religion... have faith in yours... your religion doesn't preach you to this level of prejudice... does it? Aren't Athiest rational logical cult? Think it in that way?
Politics... media... is just brainwashing... you need to pamper yourself... read more often... TRY harder to keep your mind positive... such men sadly do exists... like how terrorists use religion to spread fear, this incident just broke your heart... but you're stronger than that!!! okay !!! hold in there!!!
Don't alienate yourself and also... a beautiful piece of advice
"Refrain from discussing political matter till the time you're back on your feet"... life goes on... so did he... you need to too... get to work!!
If you do read this.... I hope you're doing well!!