Sorry to hear that you are going through rough time. Glad that you reached out.
Job situation and pandemic are not something we have control on. It is good time to focus on what we can do.
First and foremost, Start including fitness into your routine. Weather you have job or not, spending sometime for ourselves is a good idea.
Second about friends, if they are your true friends , they wont talk about stuff that bothers you. Try reaching them out and if it still is bothersome to talk your old friends, we can always make new friends who understand our problems and can help us.
Third - To keep yourself ahead of the all other job seekers when job market opens up, doing some certification, improving on skills that you have acquired or even doing an online course will be very very helpful.
When I could not work due to some reasons, I did one certification and I reap benefits of it even now.
Wish you all the best.