I really love a girl but she is absolutely not interested in me. I troubled her a lot very badly and she has all the proof against me ( proof which she can say that I troubled her) but 3 years passed, she didn't file a police complaint. Why?
I am experiencing suicidal thoughts because I committed myself that I will marry only her who is absolutely not interested in me and wants to stay away from love...And what if, I remain single throughout my life because of her rejection.
I will not marry any other girl whom I don't love because what's the purpose of marrying such a person as I feel it would be an obligation/compulsory for accepting intimacy/procreation unwillingly.
I am experiencing suicidal thoughts because of my recent crush (friend) rejected me because she took all the things seriously which I did to her as a friend. She just treated me as a stranger. That means, I just sketched her photo as a friend but after 5 months, she threatened to file the police complaint regarding Eve-Teasing. She is my friend but treated me as a stranger. Just imagine how a girl react if some stranger sketched her photo. Just like that, she treated me. WHY? Is she insane? or some of the girls (modern girls) are same? If so, then I would not think twice while trying to commit suicide in the future, thinking some of the girls are cheating Innocent people in most of the cases.
PLEASE NEVERMIND IF YOU ARE A GIRL.
For your kind information, I want to ensure you that for the past 3 years, I am experiencing suicidal thoughts and I had actually tried to commit suicide 3 times but it failed by the grace of God.
I Consulted a doctor regarding the same and he prescribed some medicines. But day by day, I think to overdose those tablets/medicines which may result in death.