Dear friend What i see is that you are starved of a good diversion and entertainment .A complete breakaway from the work related things. I think its time you bring out that little girl who lives within you and change over into her as soon as you reach the PG . Why not get together with the PG gang and make some noise ,watch some movie or serial on TV ,play music ,dance if you feel like it ,but become the little girl that you were,carefree,spontaneous,laughs,and giggles,make the first move ,there may others in the PG who may be in the same rut as you are and dying to change the humdrum of life after work. Organise some group activity in the Pg ,or outing (not late night) ,just gang up . Do you have any interests or hobby that you would like to revive,If you have time join some dance ,karate,or yoga class,COOKING OR BAKING CLASS . You can even try the teach india campaign ,and offer your time for charity and social work ,teaching the children is a great service to mankind. If you have faith and trust in your BF go out with him sometimes just window shopping,or for a meal or just a walk ,let it be time for humour and fun just two good friends being together ,(and not confused) . i feel music can be a good diversion when alone ,because it is critical to mind your thoughts particularly when alone . You can read any light books ,novels,mags etc not heavy stuff. Or else you can do a lot of tete e tete on social media. please dont be too serious about anything but work ,the problem comes when you are alone because then all you have for company is your thoughts ,, Dont you think your present feelings are actually symptoms telling you that you need to change all this in to something crazy ,just for one thing ,happiness and peace within . Dont bring work home or take the home to work ,both are different pieces of the cake ,just wind up roll the shutters ,and move on .You can even ask your Bf to take you to his home sometimes ,meet the family ,spend some good time ,with the family,is it not possible ,it is if you both have the right intentions ,and true friendship . if he has sisters may be become good friends ,. expand the contacts ,you need social life . ,interaction,connection,and bonding with people ,is a priority for good mental,emotional,and spiritual health,if carefully chosen .You have to come out of the shell ,make a small beginning,take the step first,instead of praying for putting you on the right road ,you have to ask for giving you strength to move your feet first. It is all your choice,you see happiness is withing you ,all you need to do is just tune in .You can do anything that makes you happy ,worthy and brings meaning into your life ,for which you have the resources within you ,just tune in ,increase the volume ,let the rythm move. Life is all about creating the correct vibrations ,you need to wake up that little girl from within and follow her vibrations.BREAK ALL SHACKLES ,INHIBITIONS, DAMN WHAT OTHERS THINK ,ITS YOUR LIFE ,YOUR ARE THE CEO OF YOUR LIFE ,WAKE UP THAT GIRL .