I am 30 year old female. I have been diagnosed with depression and anxiety. I have visited a few psychiatrist but there was no improvement. I have kind of lost hope and feel suicidal. I am clinging to a failed relationship because I get a severe feeling of abandonment. Please can someone help me to understand that if my situation can be improved and how to start?
More About me:
I have been obese from childhood and never had friends. Had very abusive parents and I live alone. I tend to make relationships which have no future and get overly attached very quickly and get suicidal and anxious after they end.