In my 9th std tuition class ( 7 years ago), 3 girls named Elita Menezes, Madhuri Todankar and Kashmira mentally ragged me on the saying of Tuition teacher named Mrs. Arti Mangesh Dabholkar because the teacher does not want me that I should join 10th std in that same tuition with that 3 girls. As I were Introvert and book-worm person, the teacher used my weakness of phobia of girls. The teacher knew this because my parents told about it, therefore, in that tuition, I was studying far away from my-age girls. But the Side effect of me as a victim of mentally ragging is that after the crime situation, I didn't talk/communicate to others (not even much to my parents also) as I were talking and acting normal like before. And now, my Subconscious mind is totally reprogrammed as I should stay/remain unmarried and till now I am very much sure about this decision. What EXACTLY should I do with my Lifestyle?