IN THE BEGINNING,
I love a girl since 22nd June 2009, So after a few days after the given date, I wrote a Love letter and then I put it in her bag. She read it but she didn't give a response to my love proposal and then after every few days, because of I wrote a love letter to her, she cried a lot during a lecture in the class of our school. The teacher came to know that she was crying. The teacher asked her that, "why are you crying"? , she didn't respond but her classmate told the teacher... that someone wrote a love letter to her. The teacher shouted by telling "WHO WROTE THE LETTER''. Then the teacher was predicting that who can do this rubbish thing, then the teacher called out the back-benchers and started questioning them so they consistently were telling that they were innocent but one of the back-bencher student who was my friend (LET'S CALL THIS FRIEND BY "X" ) and "X" knew that the love letter was written by me, so "X" didn't want to get trouble in the matter so he told the truth to the teacher. So the teacher called me out and told "WHY YOU WROTE THE LETTER?'', then I lied that, "I DIDN'T WRITE LETTER". The teacher again asked me that who wrote the letter, Again I lied, that " I DON'T KNOW", The teacher then told, "YOU GO REY, YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING". The victim girl told a Big lie to the teacher that... "X" wrote the love letter to me. So the "X" got into the big trouble even by being innocent in reality.
SO FROM THE ABOVE STORY, DID SHE TELL YES INDIRECTLY TO MY LOVE PROPOSAL?
Since now, The girl and I didn't have a conversation. not even "Hi"
On 13th May 2016, Saturday, 7:27 pm I had followed her to the garden. This doesn’t mean that I was having a negative intention to hurt her. I only want to walk with her in the garden but I was not having the courage to talk to her. I felt nervous to talk to her so I followed her not to hurt her but to walk with her parallelly. I want to get attention from her so to have a conversation.
I kept photos of hers…not her personal or private photos. I kept her photos NOT because I want to post her photo in a threatening way/bad way in the sense of some boys are collecting the photos of girls and spreading the wrong message that the girl in the photo is a call-girl & so and so. Not like that.
I kept her photos because when I see her photos, I feel better. And in the movie “ THE SECRET”, in that movie, the narrator used to tell that what we see frequently every day and what we feel by seeing it, one day we will surely receive it…I used to do this same technique everyday… only to achieve her in my life.
I also stalked at her.
Note: Stalking or Staring is wrong only if the person stares at someone in a bad way.
I wrote her name in my 11th std Biology First Semester Exam paper…My classmates teased me by another girl’s name and I cannot tolerate it. I love only that one and only one girl and I don’t want to get teased by some other girl’s name and therefore, I wrote her name in the Semester exam paper so that the classmates will not tease me by any random girl’s name.
On her birthday, I commented on Bollywood Romantic Dialogues in her Facebook Timeline
(But not Adult obscene dialogues)
On 28th August 2016, Sunday, 6:00 pm; She and her Mom, her friend, her Uncle came to my house and because of I followed her, I kept her photos, I stalked at her...they threatened very rudely to my Parents that they will insult me in front of my society and they will file a police complaint.
NOTE: Her friend motivated her to insult my parents because her friend is jealous of me in terms of Academics.
SO WHAT DO YOU THINK, DID SHE TELL INDIRECTLY NO TO MY LOVE PROPOSAL?
NOTE: 2 YEARS AGO, SHE MOVED ON WITH ANOTHER GUY. SHE TRIED TO JEALOUS ME WITH HER NEW BOYFRIEND. SHE BLOCKED ME ON SOCIAL NETWORKING SITES.
Psychologically, my problem is Whenever I see that girl whom I love...my heart beats very fast and I just run away quickly from her What is the Cause? Any Permanent Solution of it?