Dear Mr Sivam, It is really nice, you have two good points - You love your mother, you realised that you have to cange to be good person, coming out of the present bad habbits, these two things are really so great and helpful to you, you will reach greater heights .
You try to know, what your mother expects from you,
she wants to see SIVAM , her beloved SON with healthy , brilliant student showing interest in studies,performing well in Exams, successful Engineer, It is your duty to show your love to your mother by accomplishing / fulfilling her dreams. Focus on that, see mothers FACE always, come out of bad habbits,as you have realized already, your health improves, all your friens will be back, including your girl friends, you have to identify your interests and hobbies, spare some time , practising them - music, art, participating in elocutions and debtes, which help u improve your communication skills, analytical abilities , spare some money from your pocket money , buy gift to your mother , she will be happy, you will be happy, seeing her happy, life is valuble, do not spoil or waste. LIVE , GROW ,EXCEL for your MOTHER , LIVING GOD , I want to hear from you, a blossoming SIVAM , HEALTHY SIVAM< SHINING SIVAM , I am sure, all these things will happen, believe me, I lost my mother when I was TEN Years Young, YOU ARE LUCKY , you are growing in lovely care of your MOTHER . Cheers. I expect a PROMISE fromYOU to follww, what I suggested here. Know that You are a good HUMAN, fallen prey to bad habbits. Come out of them.Enjoy what nature has given - eatting fruits, fresh vegetables, listeing to melodious music, have affectionate friends, You love , it boomarangs. You help those who are in need, your own way, Please get back to me, saying a couple of words.All the best. Please convey my regards to your lovely and loving mother. - Lakshman