- I understand what you are saying, because some times I also feel the same. I feel like deep hallow sometimes and looking for just to share what i feel and as u said, i also feel that is the weakest point and after sharing whatever in the mind i feel light. All the points you have mentioned I have experienced and currently experiencing it.
You know I just feel sometimes just to talk to some one and look for emotional support, but get scared they may start judging.
Over a period of time,I tried to talk to people but always ended up being judged being clingy and they thought i am trying to get some benefit out of them by talking to them.
I am also trying to over come this, trying to do something I like dancing or reading books, etc....
All my classmates and friends are married, some time I feel may be companion is what I am missing. But I have seen so much of issues after marriage and fights , divorce within close circle, i feel better be like single and even get scared about thinking into relationship.
On a lighter note, I am from software and hardware design background some times I thought of developing software with Artificial intelligence so that it can listen and respond like a human being
It is not a suggestion, but if you can find a person whom u can share heart content and the main thing is the person stops and waits for you to listen patiently without judging u is all required or get a dairy / book and bring some color pencil and start pouring your emotions thoughts in that book. This works to a great extent.
I am 40 M