Help me please. I love someone for more than a decade. Recently she has got married. I had waited for her for so long. I thought about her for almost every day and night but now she is with some other person forever. She is the only person I ever spoke about my feelings, I didn't even take any other chances with anyone else for the small possibility of getting her.
Now that she got married and I am almost 35 I feel like I shall never have a love life. I feel too pissed with myself for being too optimistic about the person I thought as my true love, not taking any other chances for my prime years.
I live completely alone for more than a year and suffering in depression. Now a days, I don't even have one single friend or family member to speak about my feelings.
I am so frustrated. The idea that she is with someone else is killing me from inside out. I don't know where I am heading with my life.
Please help me.