I love a girl for very long time. But she is moved to USA, found high paid job got new boy friend. They are dating, passing intimate times, discussing about marriage and their future. Her boy friend insulted me, said he makes more than my entire years salary in one month.
I am studying for GRE. I know the only reply I can give is to make it into a good reputed US university and someday prove making a higher pay wasn't a big deal for me.
But I cannot concentrate on study. The idea of she being with someone else completely shatters me. Breaks me down into pieces. I cannot solve more than 2/3 problems. I take unexpected long time to solve anything. Because my mind wanders into her memories.
I don't know how to get rid of this feelings but without it I am not doing any good in my exam.