You should know what happened when you left. I don\u2019t regret being with you. But I couldn\u2019t forget the days we talked for hours. You made me laugh and I missed that when I was sad. People who told me \u201cit\u2019s alright\u201d made me feel worse. I hated their pitiful eyes & formal words. I needed someone to care but you were busy in your new found world.<\/span><\/p>\n I couldn\u2019t forget the burnt food you cooked. It had so much love & care. You were so thoughtful but then what happened?<\/p>\n Such thoughts continued to disturb me. Only the puffy eyes and the damp pillow knew I hadn\u2019t slept for several nights. I always blamed myself for every wrong you did. I could no more face people because \u201cwhat would they think about me?\u201d<\/p>\n You left me with a \u2018black dog\u2019 that came along everywhere. I no more understood how people could be happy. I hated that I couldn\u2019t. I felt nothing good about myself. I still depended on you for appreciation. I was so tired of fighting the lack of thoughts. Accepting your sudden absence was so difficult, I never thought I could do it.<\/p>\n I had no energy to get out of my bed or leave my room. I couldn\u2019t eat anymore. With you, I lost my love for food too. I was good for nothing. Nobody could help me because I couldn\u2019t help myself.<\/p>\n There was a certain pain all over and I still don\u2019t know why. I was tired without doing any work. My mind felt like it was dying day by day. I was stuck in a mess I had myself created but didn\u2019t know how to come out of it. You left me Depressed and I forgive you now.<\/p>\n I was about to do what you said before you left – \u201cI don\u2019t care even if you die.\u201d<\/strong> All I wanted to know was if you care. Before I decided to kill myself I told everybody I love them. The effort it took to express my love helped me stay alive. While I was sharing my feelings, I realised that I had so many people who worried for me. You left but they were all there for me.<\/p>\n I decided to seek professional help to be a healthier person. My mind was sour and I realised I couldn\u2019t get better by myself. Only when you left, I realised I could look after me. I didn\u2019t have to depend on anybody if I didn\u2019t want to.<\/span><\/p>\n Hope you realise you lost someone who truly loved you. Someday, you would understand that I was depressed because of all that you made me go through. I want you to know that even though you said I was weak, I have emerged strong! I have understood myself better.<\/p>\n So dear ex, even though you left me Depressed, I am a survivor now. You were wrong about me throughout. You judged me like everybody else & I am glad we are not together now.<\/p>\n Are you someone who has gone through a difficult phase and emerged stronger and better, with some professional help? Share your story with us to encourage thousands of others who might be struggling.\u00a0<\/i><\/b>click here<\/a><\/i><\/b><\/a>\u00a0to submit your story.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Dear Ex, You should know what happened when you left. I don\u2019t regret being with you. But I couldn\u2019t forget the days we talked for hours. You made me laugh and I missed that when I was sad. People who told me \u201cit\u2019s alright\u201d made me feel worse. I hated their pitiful eyes & formal […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[39,85],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12840","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-love-relationship","category-relationship-issues"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/yourdost.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12840","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/yourdost.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/yourdost.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yourdost.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yourdost.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12840"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/yourdost.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12840\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/yourdost.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12840"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yourdost.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12840"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yourdost.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12840"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}Was it easy for you to move on? Didn\u2019t you ever miss me?<\/b><\/h2>\n
Despite you being you, I will still want you to take care.<\/b><\/h2>\n
Yours no more,<\/b><\/h3>\n
Ex.<\/b><\/h3>\n