{"id":11130,"date":"2016-03-30T10:21:27","date_gmt":"2016-03-30T04:51:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/yourdost.com\/blog\/?p=6464"},"modified":"2016-03-30T10:21:27","modified_gmt":"2016-03-30T04:51:27","slug":"i-was-suicidal-michael-scofield-prison-break-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/yourdost.com\/blog\/2016\/03\/i-was-suicidal-michael-scofield-prison-break-2.html","title":{"rendered":"&quot;I was Suicidal and considered myself a Damaged Good&quot; &#8211; Michael Scofield (Prison Break)"},"content":{"rendered":"<blockquote>\n<p><strong>&#8220;In 2010, semi-retired from acting, I was keeping a low-profile for a number of reasons. First and foremost, I was suicidal. At the time I suffered in silence. As so many do.<span class=\"text_exposed_show\">&#8220;<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>Wentworth Miller who rose to fame after the successful run of Prison Break\u00a0had his fair share of lows. Soon after the end of the TV series his career went through a downward spiral and it was put to a halt. While he was desperately trying to revive his acting career, he was fighting far bigger demons \u2013 many inside his head.<\/p>\n<h2>Wentworth Miller became suicidal.<\/h2>\n<p>Although he had suffered from depression since his childhood, 2010 though, was the lowest point of his life. In a desperate attempt to find some relief and comfort, he resorted to eating. It could have been anything else: drugs, sex, alcohol. But he found his way to deal with his mental trauma and damaged emotions only through eating.<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><strong>&#8220;Ashamed and in pain, I considered myself damaged goods. And the voices in my head urged me down the path to self-destruction. Not for the first time.\u00a0I&#8217;ve struggled with depression since childhood. It&#8217;s a battle that&#8217;s cost me time, opportunities, relationships, and a thousand sleepless nights.&#8221;<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<figure id=\"attachment_6467\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-6467\" style=\"width: 572px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/yourdost-blog-images.s3-ap-southeast-1.amazonaws.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/30095412\/rsz_wentworth-miller-compressor.jpg\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-6467\"><img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-6467 \" src=\"http:\/\/yourdost-blog-images.s3-ap-southeast-1.amazonaws.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/30095412\/rsz_wentworth-miller-compressor-1024x808.jpg\" alt=\"wentworth-miller-on-mental-health\" width=\"572\" height=\"451\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-6467\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Source: appliancestore.tk<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<h2>And soon he put on weight \u2013 a lot of it.<\/h2>\n<p>The ruthless and somewhat shameless paparazzi clicked his pictures when he was on a trekking expedition and soon published these alongside the images of him from another time of his career and used demeaning headlines like \u201cHunk To Chunk\u201d or \u00a0&#8220;Fit To Flab\u201d<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p><strong>&#8220;In 2010, at the lowest point in my adult life, I was looking everywhere for relief\/comfort\/<wbr \/>distraction. And I turned to food. It could have been anything. Drugs. Alcohol. Sex. But eating became the one thing I could look forward to. Count on to get me through. There were stretches when the highlight of my week was a favorite meal and a new episode of TOP CHEF. Sometimes that was enough. Had to be.<\/strong><br \/> <strong>And I put on weight. Big f&#8211;king deal.&#8221;<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>It didn\u2019t take long for him to come across such pictures. It hurt him further. But like the survivor (Michael Scofield) he played in the TV series, he survived this. He persisted.<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_6465\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-6465\" style=\"width: 461px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/yourdost-blog-images.s3-ap-southeast-1.amazonaws.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/30091611\/WentWorth-Miller-Article.png\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-6465\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-6465 lazyload\" data-src=\"http:\/\/yourdost-blog-images.s3-ap-southeast-1.amazonaws.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/30091611\/WentWorth-Miller-Article.png\" alt=\"WentWorth Miller-Mental-Health\" width=\"461\" height=\"555\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml;base64,PHN2ZyB3aWR0aD0iMSIgaGVpZ2h0PSIxIiB4bWxucz0iaHR0cDovL3d3dy53My5vcmcvMjAwMC9zdmciPjwvc3ZnPg==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 461px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 461\/555;\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-6465\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">A meme that made Miller finally open up about Mental Health<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<h2>When the internet memes resurfaced after so many years, Miller decided to break his silence and became <a href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/wentworthmilleractorwriter\/photos\/a.1496071870605750.1073741827.1496070023939268\/1713822728830662\/?type=3&amp;theater\">vocal about his mental health issues and depression<\/a>.<\/h2>\n<figure id=\"attachment_6470\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-6470\" style=\"width: 596px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/yourdost-blog-images.s3-ap-southeast-1.amazonaws.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/30101053\/wentworth-miller-chubby1.jpg\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-6470\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-6470 lazyload\" data-src=\"http:\/\/yourdost-blog-images.s3-ap-southeast-1.amazonaws.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/30101053\/wentworth-miller-chubby1.jpg\" alt=\"wentworth miller chubby\" width=\"596\" height=\"581\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml;base64,PHN2ZyB3aWR0aD0iMSIgaGVpZ2h0PSIxIiB4bWxucz0iaHR0cDovL3d3dy53My5vcmcvMjAwMC9zdmciPjwvc3ZnPg==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 596px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 596\/581;\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-6470\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Source: crazydaysandnights.net<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<blockquote>\n<p><strong>&#8220;The first time I saw this meme pop up in my social media feed, I have to admit, it hurt to breathe. But as with everything in life, I get to assign meaning. And the meaning I assign to this\/my image is &#8211; Strength. Healing. Forgiveness of myself and others.&#8221;<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<h2>For all those going through depression and suffering other mental health issues, Miller added \u2013<\/h2>\n<blockquote>\n<p><strong>&#8220;If you or someone you know is struggling, help is available. <a href=\"https:\/\/yourdost.com\/#talkitout?utm_source=blog&amp;utm_campaign=inline&amp;utm_content=scofield\" target=\"_blank\">Reach out. Text. Send an email.<\/a> Pick up the phone. Someone cares. They&#8217;re waiting to hear from you.&#8221;<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<h2>The LAD magazine realized their mistake\u00a0and apologized for their misconduct.<\/h2>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/yourdost-blog-images.s3-ap-southeast-1.amazonaws.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/30091706\/WentWorth-Miller-Article-1.png\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-6466\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-6466 size-full lazyload\" data-src=\"http:\/\/yourdost-blog-images.s3-ap-southeast-1.amazonaws.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/30091706\/WentWorth-Miller-Article-1.png\" alt=\"WentWorth Miller-on-depression\" width=\"481\" height=\"575\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml;base64,PHN2ZyB3aWR0aD0iMSIgaGVpZ2h0PSIxIiB4bWxucz0iaHR0cDovL3d3dy53My5vcmcvMjAwMC9zdmciPjwvc3ZnPg==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 481px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 481\/575;\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<h2>Miller in a brave manner went on to prove: Mental Health is no joke!\u00a0<\/h2>\n<p>With such brave and honest steps taken by celebrities, we are sure this initiative towards <a href=\"http:\/\/yourdost.com\/blog\/2016\/01\/fight-against-the-mental-health-stigma.html\/?utm_source=YDBlog&amp;utm_medium=InternalLinking&amp;utm_content=text&amp;utm_campaign=Mental_Health_Stigma\">removing the stigma around Mental Health<\/a>\u00a0only\u00a0becomes stronger. We at YourDOST applaud\u00a0and thank the actor for this!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;In 2010, semi-retired from acting, I was keeping a low-profile for a number of reasons. First and foremost, I was suicidal. At the time I suffered in silence. As so many do.&#8220; Wentworth Miller who rose to fame after the successful run of Prison Break\u00a0had his fair share of lows. 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